Sunday, March 08, 2009
MOOD WAS CRASHED BY PEOPLE. @ 7:35 pm
i seriously hate whatever thing i had from the day i stepped into the school till now.
why would i change?
because you guys seriously let me hated you for what you did behind my back or right in front of me.
if you were in my shoes at that point of time,do you think you can close your eyes and see nothing?
i don't think you can do that.
i changed a lot cause i think i am too push-over.
that's why,now i changed into this type of person so that you guys will hate me more as i don't believe the term of "friend" anymore,i think?
i don't want to stuck in the middle or what,i just want to let myself free,can't you let me do that?
you should know whenever/whatever you badmouth-ed,betrayed or what,you know it yourself,i don't have to state it very clear,it's a very sickening and unbearable feeling.
you only care about yourself,don't you think so?
i know you will hate me for saying like this^^ but i really want to state myself clear.
i also hate myself too,not only you,alright.
this thing could never ever solve in a peace,always were corrupted by things. *sigh.
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yuppz,doing some research for my english homework.
and were using computer from evening till now,8pm plus.
seriously mad about some people,and upset of myself.
tmr going to be a very bad day for me,i confirm will lose my temper,and going to have two tests in a row,which is english and ss tests.
i so seriously going to be pull into the water for having a pathetic result.
i hope i don't,yeah.
bye.